Rain drops

a face in dirt
mud dry
on naked skin
hand stretched
to where
with body
in a rigor
cold wind
rain drop
a feeling
cut marks deep
overwhelming darkness
red leaves
rain drops
rain drops
blank eyes
that stare in nothing
red ribbon on the side
soil under nails
an empty vessel
picture
art?!?

Ready

i'm not affraid to die
cause i've been loved,
yet i don't want to loose
this love by dying...
i am a man so strong
i would not cry,
but then i don't feel
shamed for love if crying...
and i have said some words
which were nice lie,
but no more i would do -
no speech of lying...
when spent my life,
the rest of it, for
the one i love so deep -
i'll be ready for dying!

How

A way...
There one exist
Assumed to be the right...
But what supposed it is
To do
If feels not...
Even is not thought
By the mind...
A step...
There one exist
That I can't take
For I don't know it...
But is considered normal...
How could a mind be
As it should
If it is not...

Stay forever

The ocean deep
devoured time,
vast void of darkness cold...
So many secrets,
so much past,
of ancient memories untold...
Come - dive in,
deeper down,
where light is gone forsaken...
Let that last
breath of yours
by the water to be taken...
Come - dive in...
Stay forever...

Ia

A temple
deep at oceans floor
awaits for me to dive,
secrets there sealed
and ancient words
in otherworldly way,
i hear the voice
as made of water
calls my name,
"come home, my child,
your place is here,
where angels cannot fly",
and i don't need
to take a breath
while diving in the void
of darkness with a green
dark green unlight...
Ia, my lord
Ia, great one
Ia Ia Cthulhu....
your son is home and praise to you...
Ia Cthulhu fhtagn!!!

Thrill

a blade

so cold

the steel

can cut

through

will

make

mutilation

bleed

possess

dark

greed

for

flesh

scars deep

wounds

sacrificial 

sheep

let loose

all

dark

inside

which

barks

the

ecstasy

of kill

the pain

migrane

to heal....